Alone With the Stars Again

belittle me
use me
spread me
abuse me
make me yours
if you’re mine
make me cower
make me blind
your love is toxic
intertwined
in petals made of
alkaline
I want you to be different
but love who you are
I’m just so fucking alone
it’s me and the stars
again
and again
and again
left alone with my sins
and a brain that shifts easily
I can’t breathe with the hope
that someone will come rescue me
from this silence